don't you know about it?

Maybe I know how you feel, and I really understand how you feel. But I feel that you are too excessive in the face of it all. You rely too much on how you feel, and say to yourself, that you're the only part that hurt, and you are most hurt.

You always think that no one who cares about you, and you think that you are alone. People who are close to you no one watching you, and always leave you. But all that's wrong. You don’t understand the feelings of the people who care about you. You don’t know how much they care about you. That only you care about, that you people who are suffering and need to be pitied. Even you need and seek support from the people, to make you rise up. However, in my opinion, you're just hiding behind your sadness.

That's you. How is my position at that time, a very confused and in conflict with myself. At that time all that will do must be wrong. Don’t you know? You just blame me, always and always. You're too good to pretend in front of me, and I know, you actually feel very hurt right?

You also need to know, not only you are hurt. We are doing all that, and hide it from you, it's just to prevent you to feel pain deeper. If we were careless people, and unconcerned with your feelings, we could simply open it to you without thinking about your feelings. We are very dizzy, and don’t know what we should do in order not to hurt your feelings, so we try to hide it.

However in your eyes, everything we do is wrong. You assume all we do is to hurt you, and YEAH it is too much for me. Even you write all your regret and feelings in the media which can be read by everyone.

If you were a simple and straightforward, you should not need to write about it in public places. You could just internalize it in your heart. If you needed to vent, write in a book of your journal. That is a good place to reveal everything.

Anyway, it's better you just end all this. If you continue to feel that way, it actually just torturing yourself. Your life will not be free. Go with it this is as usual. I also don’t know, whether you deserve to say this, because I'm the one to make you feel hurt.
You never stand in my position right? I hope you will experience it, because at that time you will also experience confusion was a very large, even you have no idea what to do. And all you'll do just makes you get into big problems.

You also continue to blame me, and tell everyone that I'm so evil. HeyYou must know, it’s enough. So I DON’T CARE. What you do is cornered me, and I ask, are you also deserve to be called as a friend? During this time I was always a party to blame. I do not care, because I will live my day as usual.