The Shadow and The Beetle

My point of view has changed. I don't know why, but maybe this is a very sad moment for me, and it pushed me into the deep disappointment. I really want to change that view.

They're not looking straight at me, but with the meandering view. Even though I acted as usual, it doesn’t change everything. 

I'm no longer as a people who like a firefly, but I look like a beetle.

Why?

At first I thought everyone was coming from me who can’t manage the pace and the way I look at the other people. Yes, perhaps this could be one reason why I look like a beetle. But apparently not entirely come from me.

All of that came from its, my virtual image. It is an opaque shadow and sometimes it lost when the sun doesn’t exist. It is very friendly with the sun. It was not sun’s fault, though sun is the one who led the presence of shadows. But the shadow still haunts me, and not become a good shadow. He became a shadow that can move and don’t follow my movements.
The shadow is exactly that made me look like a beetle.

I have been told the second person, that my life is not completely surrounded by a bunch of seagulls. I know, they are not a bunch of seagulls. They are merely living organisms that have been unconsciously become my bliss former. They used to do that.

But the shadow did not think so. It considers us as a bunch of seagulls. In fact he participated include myself in that group.

I don’t want to be like that. Because all of that just make me lose it all. Therefore, please don’t be my virtual image. You can be like a butterfly that is free to fly, and it makes you show the real you. You have to show yourself, because that is your life.