Sometimes I feel everything that I have done is vain. Why? This is one example of my feeling. Sometimes I hope that my action will bring good influence for me.
Like this. Sometimes I help my friends to do their job. I do it because I sincerely want to help them, and I really want to help them. I often to do it. But it all turned out to be a boomerang for me.
More frequent I help people, so longer I am being stupid and weak. Because, when I used to help people, some of them were always asking for help from me, they don’t even think about my situation. For example, when I was working on my own job, I should spend my time to help my friend. But in the end, I didn’t do my job with the maximum results. It will only bring harm to me.
I have a problem. When I have the task of art, I knew that I had to do it at home.Because, I would not have had time to do at school. I sure, I will use my power to do their job. Once I was doing my half-owned art class. Approximately 15 people.
Actually I'm tired, I feel myself is only used by them. They became good to me because there is something they want from me. They don’t understand how I felt. They should know, not every time I can help. I am not a maid who can be ordered at any time. In fact, I can help them if the time is right.
This is my problem, I am very weak. I can not deny what I don’t like. I can not resist, I can not reject it, I can not say "no." I don’t know if I'll stay like this forever.
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